pretty babe;D

2009-10-12T15:01:00.002+08:00

I hate you. You ruined everything, You screwed up my life.
Go & like her for all you want, I won't care anymore.
I'm in a perfect & beautiful world until you came & destroy everything.
This whole chunk of words, I hope you read it:

I'm oh so deeply hurt by you. Knowing the truth is okays but that
sentence "i treat you as a sister, not someone that I like".
Have you ever thought of me, of my feeling before sms me this ??
N-O, NO ! You hurt me, you broke my heart.

Knowing you like her, I still tried to be your nice friend asking
her if she likes you .. I put on a strong front in front of you,
but I was crying behind my phone. I had drop so many tears for you ..
Yet you don't even know how I feel, not at all.

Let's end our friendship instead. I've deleted all your sms-es.
I hate you, Please get off my life. I must admit, this is my first
ever time I cried for a guy .. I promised not to let any other guys
enter my world to destroy anything.

I do treasure our fun time together, but I will forget, forget it
completely. You make me cry, make me suffer.
I wrote this on 29th September 2009

You said that just forget everything and be friends. It's so easy
for you, but not for me. Every time looking at your post about you
love "her" so much, I can just cry. I've said my piece.

2009-09-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

106rians,my last piece of words(:
I LOVE YOUR ALL,
exactly 39 of them.
THE BEST CHAIRMAN- GAVIN TAN
THE BEST VICE CHAIR- ADELINE BEE
THE BEST TREASURER- BERNICE
THE BEST ENVIRONMENTAL REPS- JOEY SIM & NG GUAN LIN
THE BEST CLEANLINESS REPS- TAN YI XUAN & ANNABEL KWOK
THE BEST CARE REPS- EUNICE TAN & NG YEE SHONG
THE BEST IT REPS- JONATHAN LEUNG & STANLEY LAI
THE BEST ENGLISH REP- TEH JENN WEI
THE BEST HIGHER CHINESE REP- DARREN FONG
THE BEST CHINESE REP- AHN EUN SEONG
THE BEST MATH REPS- FONG SI HWEE & LEE HENG SHENG
THE BEST PHYSICS REPS- CLARICE LIM & LAW JUN WEN
THE BEST BIOLOGY REP- NG WEI QUAN
THE BEST HISTORY REP- MAO HONG SHENG
THE BEST GEOGRAPHY REP- SEOW XIAN WANG
THE BEST LITERATURE REP- TEE SHI XUAN
THE BEST ART REP- YAN YU QI
THE BEST MUSIC REP- TAN HUI PING
THE BEST HOME ECON REPS- CLARICE LIM & SIEW YEE WAI & GAVIN TAN & KEVIN CHUA
THE BEST PE REPS- ENG YU ZHEN & NG TIAN YI

THE NON-POSITION STUDENTS: ANG WAN LING
JOANNA TEO
LEE XUE JING
LEE YUAN TING
LOH QIAO YUAN
YANG WEN XIN
DAVID JOEL
GORDON QUEK
LAM BING HUI
SEOW WEI REN
WONG YONG JIAN
YIN SHAN YOU

i love you guys and girls zxc.
exactly 18 chiio{s} and 21 shuaii{s}.
1 more month in nanhua,
please give me happiness.
thank you,i love all of you.
i mean this post alot.

2009-09-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

i know is is gonna be so damn offensive,
but u can choose not to read so,
because this is my blog,which means i got the very right to post what i want.

first,hate dancers?
second,strict dance rules?

answering to the first question(hate dancers):
hating us bring nothing good to your health.
you want to hate us,say you hate us in my face,
HUIPING's face okays!
i don't know what's the damn problem with everyone single one!
i have alot of problems,then be it.
at least i liked myself,
or are your people jealous that we are DANCERS?!
hate dancers hate dancers hate dancers,
that's all?
and without knowing what's even DANCE SOCIETY,
ur already started hating dancers.
how weird.
being in NANHUADANCESOCIETY is the only thing i survive in nhhs.
my studies sux,friendship sux,b-g-r sux,but DANCE ROCKZXC!

second question:
NHDS shine in a good,
beautiful way.
not in a bad,ugly,dull way.
we have discipline(like what school expected from nh students),
we have good behaviour,
we respect laoshi and all.
can your even be as great as dancers?
if you can't,shut the fuxk up,
if you can,you ownzxc.

2009-09-25T21:00:00.002+08:00

24 SEPTEMBER 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,MR CHAN! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN LIN COUNCILLOR! (:
celebrated mrchan's birthday early in the morning :/
had cake,had snacks,had drinks,but no BALLOONS!
had a surprise party for mrchan,
i hope he is seriously touched by 106rians (:
was real fun :D

25 SEPTEMBER 2009
1st EOY paper- english compo and report writing,i am happy with my writings though(:
2nd EOY paper- chinese compo and letter writing,feel asleep during the exam :/ shucks.
3rd EOY part- oral,screwed? but i like the reading aloud part. rockzxc.
i hate today,
knowing the truth.
knowing the facts.
but why should i even care about *it*.
quarrel with clarice and gavin.
but i don't blame any of them.
i mood swings* but nobody cares.
i felt so extra in nanhua.
but it's okays anyways,
gotta transfer after the EOY(:
so byebyes all.
and you people rockzxc.

2009-09-22T20:10:00.004+08:00

gee,a quiz tagged by my clarice to do okays(:
here goes:

#1. When was the last time you laughed? - Just,because someone's sms(: *privacy*
#2. When’s your birthday? - super duper lucky date: 8 NOVEMBER
#3. Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time? - my super duper funny & friendly friends(:
#4. What were you up to at 9pm last night? - watching 溏心风暴!(same,clarice,gee)
#5. Do you hold grudges? - depends on my mood...
#6. Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name? - H stands for ..
#7. In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under the influence? - No (:
#8. Who is your last text from? - Wenxin :D
#9. Who is your last phone call from? - Mum
#10. One thing you’re looking forward to? - after exams = HOLIDAYS (:
#11. Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people? - i'm a super dupr shy person.
#12. Has anyone ever called you sexy? - yes,clarice lor.(i wear FBT,if i ain't wrong)
#13. What color is your camera? - i don't have camera? my phone is red(:
#14. Did you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to? - nah.
#15. Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii? - nope.
#16. Have you ever lived in Quebec, Dubai, or Chihuahua? - nope. ( not that rich )
#17. Did you even know Chihuahua was a place? - Nope#
#18. By the way, what is your name? - GNIPIUH(:
#19. What time zone do you live in? - GMT +8hrs
#20. How many letters does your name have in it? - exactly 10(:
#21. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? - Freaks me out.
#22. Have you ever had to stay overnight at a hospital? - being a baby,if i ain't wrong.
#23. How old is the youngest person in your household? - my baby brother,2years + 3 months (not exact,just estimate)
#24. Do you have one of those friends that just have to constantly be in a relationship? - eh no...

2009-09-18T18:25:00.002+08:00

Yayness :D
today during recess,
ALL SEC ONE DANCERS went to back of canteen to celebrate
january to september peepo birthday!(:
happy belated birthday to :
- Lu Cheng
- Teng Hwee
- Darren
- Jia Min
- Leila
- Zi Yang
- Dijin
- Zi Zhen
- Alfreda
- Jun Zheng
- Joanna
- Si Hwee
- Chan Hong
- Xue Jing
- Xian Fei
- Xian Cui
- Xue Ning
- Bryan
- Michelle
- Bing Ming
tomorrow tianyi's birthday,
so here,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! (:

2009-09-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

Everything is oh so complicated.
I seriously need a break.
I said before, forgive and forget can bring happiness.
I didnt say you* must forgive nor forget,it is your choice but ...
I don't want 106 girls to be individual.
During OC was the sweet-est time i had with 106.
All so innocent,just like an angel (:
But now? everyone seems to change alot(including me),
like a bad devil.
Everyone change, i know that.

I wanted to heck care everything sadness now,
but i know i cant,
because i wont leave my friends,CLOSE friends alone
to settle their sadness.
I am very willing to share the painess and sadness when
you already be the willing party when i was in a low mood.
wenxin,cheer up.
everything will be fine soon.
now do just concentrate on studies and pass with flying colours.
by then,we shall go celebrate our's birthday together(:
smile smile *
you forever is my angel, the one who i need the most.

xuejing,u promised me to go recess with me,
with clarice and adeline,
you better make your promise,
if not,this time i wont care anymore,
i will just slap ur face,and a real hard one.
wenxin,i did want to join u for recess too,
but for now...
i want to learn to let go everything...
me;clarice;adeline;xuejing was once a nice clique of BFF.
i want to go back to the time where we were together,
and i now need 100% ffriends love.
i left 1 month,is not enough.
so i hope all my friends would be happy,
and giving me a chance to smile once again.

2009-09-15T18:21:00.004+08:00

LMAO,this post ain't dedicated to anyone. if you feel insulted,you don't have to read this post,or come to my blog ever again.
F-U-C-K .
i am gonna be an old woman who lots of wrinkles
because i am piss!
the pain in my heart is so miserable yet nobody understand and still want to make the pain bigger,i am not supergirl or any awesome poeple who can take it,i am a girl,and an innocent one!

2009-09-14T17:51:00.003+08:00

you really misunderstood gavin for that message!
he did that is for our good...
he know that you will be so piss with him,
then you will start scolding him on ur blog like nobody's business,
then when i saw,i will kind of 'talk' to you.
can u see his kindness?
this may really make you piss, but he meant well.

gavin,thanks for your care and concern as a friend. (:
i aprreciate afterall! (L)
a nice male friend :D
hahas. LMAO.

sweetard,thanks for helping me post(:

wenxin..are you piss with me?
today we never talk,i am real sad :(
maybe i left u out by joining with joanna and xuejing.
i wanna say sorry!
i said before,no matter how close me and xuejing gonna be,
i will still prefer you than her.
i not sure why,i dont have the feeling to be besties back with her anymore.
but of cus i still hope we besties,
but not heck caring you,of course.
maybe is my own mistakes of choosing to go with xuejing.
wenxin,i am really sorry....

2009-09-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello, JoannaTeo here ♥
Helping to post for my dear Sweetard, AppleTart, Eggtart, Pineappletart,
or w/e tard/tart ! :D

#:
Happy Birthday, Eunice ! (:
Happy Chinese Birthday, Grandma ! (:

##

Lastly, Joanna screams: I LOVE HUIPING SWEETARD ! ♥♥♥

2009-09-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

It is not a nice joke to play,eunseong.
All the messages you seen,please delete off your mind.
Gavin,I am really not angry with you,but maybe him.I am not sure too.
I hope we three forget that thing.
Gavin,my decision is,why don't we just be classmates and i shall stop sms u.
IRDK! argh argh argh. F.

sorry if i ever hurt you...

2009-09-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to YU LEILA from nanhuahighschool,class 101'09.
may you always happy and have no trouble.(:
all the best,continue to rock on baby! ;D

2009-09-06T20:07:00.002+08:00

finally...
he know that i like him...
i am feeling so much better now...
obviously i am not the one who told him,
but a male friend(jonathan)'s help.
thanks.(:
jonathan,you promised not to tell anyone who i like arh...
keep your promise! :D

sometimes i feel that male friends are less !@#$%#@#$ than female friends...

2009-09-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

To Huiping:

If you are willing to work hard for 1month, 30days. It would not longerbe 1month, it would become 365days more, in 2010. All you need, is hardwork,concentration, and belief. The belief in yourself, in all the teachers, &in 106.Believe that we would all help you, and you can do well. Nobody was born to bestupid or smart, it's the life/experiences after birth that determinds. I hopeyou would put everything down for the next 30days, to decide our next 365days.106 is a class, it won't be anymore w/o anyone. #14, you mean a lot, a lot.

this is from joanna's blog.
reply you here:
thanks for all your encouragement and trust.
yes i want to be 206 next year.
i will really try my very best and give all my best.

2009-09-06T15:44:00.001+08:00

i found this word 'maria' on my english assessment book!
then i started laughing(106rians should know...!!)
LMAO,gavin so popular. (:

2009-09-06T12:03:00.006+08:00

I love this photo alot alot! (: (L)
before editing; after editing;

huiping really miss the old good times of adeline;clarice;huiping...

so happy together plus all the sweeet memories. ;D

replying back to xuejing.
okays,after reading your blog.
i won't force you xuejing.

it's your choice.

you can still partner joanna.

i won't mind so much.

let's just be friends only

2009-09-05T15:12:00.006+08:00

MIA-ing until EOY.
i am real real sorry dear friends.
i don't want to be in sec1 when all my friends going to be sec2.
i don't want to leave NHHS.
i don't want leave 106,i love all of them,exactly 39 of them.
i don't want to be laughed by people.
i don't want myself to cry.
the reason is just all I DON'T WANT.
mrchan said before: nobody in this world is stupid,they are just plain lazy.
i am slacker,a real slacker.
i can slack in any way i want.
a phone around me is enough,really enough.
started sms-ing and my whole day is gone.amazing right?
a laptop around is more comfortable.
started blogging,msn-ing,playing games.half of my life is gone.
a real slacker that really wanna studyy real real hard now.

106,i may show that i really hated some of you,
but afterall,a class,a class that i might leave your anytime.
to some of you,your might be real real happy,
but all my close friends and besties,
i know your will be real real upset.
i am not so heartless to leave your and i cant bear to...
and sorry to jennwei if ever i made u felt hurt or wad,
wanling told me that u told ur normal chinese friend that 106 hate you,
but that's not so true.
your are still my friend yea.
106rians are all my friends,guys or girls,
all are my friends.
nobody is to be left out,like mrchan said.
and jonathan,
yea i know,we got real lots of quarrels.
big or small,is still quarrels between us.
i wanna forget all the fights we had,
hope at least we still have some happy memories to be remembered.
still friends okays(:

106rians,do your even know how much i loved your,
given all my trust and hope that your can prevent me from falling down to sec1 next year...

2009-09-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

morning,mrchan talked to eight of us,
bernice,xuejing,me,eunice,wenxin,hongsheng,yeeshong,shanyou
about our results(we fail 3 or more subjects)
he made us having scarifices and specific targets.
plus a timetable for ourselves that we are going to organise ourselves.
during the whole talk,i kept crying.
indeed,emotional.
went back to class,emo x.x
friends worry and sad.
sorry dear friends.
i guess i was not in a good mood to talk.
at least pe cheer me up abit...
ms yeo didnt come and we do not have music lesson,yay.
a teacher(mr tay) came in and let us watch some funny videos.
i am laughing like mad mad girl.
recess spent with wenxin;sihwee;clarice;yuanting;yuqi.
history learnt only part of the 'external threats' then 106 like all dont want study liao.
then ms chua told us a ghost story.
till now i still so scare x.x
is damn scary...
later got nightmare,i cry ah! :(
assembly was spent watching movie.
felt like sleeping x.x
english had spelling.
i got 18/20 , boo! :(
lunch was spent with lots of sweet girls at fitness corner.
damn fun yea.
i managed to climb up the wall,
but i dont dare jump down although got sand below...
I SCARE OF HEIGHTS mahs...
yeeshong and hengsheng came
then i was like yeeshong u climb up,i see.
then he say he too short,but he managed to climb up.
not bad (:
biology was okays?
i like biology!
chinese...
new ke and worksheet(:
i keep went up to the board to fill in the blanks word.
hahas.
then i write damn big can.

why is he so cute even when he was just staring in space?
am i falling in love? i not sure and i don't know...

2009-08-31T19:53:00.004+08:00

today is teachers' day celebration ;D

reached school at about 6.40am,
clarice's mum send me there,thanks yea(:
early in the morning go sign all teachers' day cards.-.-
surprisingly,106 guys are there too...
hahas,chiong the guys to sign.
anyway,everything is in a bigbig mess.

went to morning assembly.
bored.talking to charmain,becus she is beside me.
should be someone called ziwei(if i'am not wrong about the name) sitting beside me.
but neverminds lahs(;
because 107 girls all squeeze together,not like 106,so big space,
at least bigger space than 107.
then take pledge and sing.
my head look up and saw gavin and shanyou;D
cool!(i now then know)

went to change to class tee,bright orange(:
but seriously,the design sux like don't know wat(no offence).
maybe it's not my liking-.-
started the walkwalkwalk.
i was with wenxin at first.
wanted to call clarice,but she is with adeline so shan't disturb.
called and smsed clarice through phone(sort of pester)
so she came to me and tell me go behind with her and adeline,
cuz adeline want to accompany xuejing.
tat was the moment when i was so...-.- (stubborn?)
sorry adeline and clarice.
took alot of photos.next time post,now lazy.

went back to nanhua,then change back to uniform again-.-
then recess;D
ate with clarice;wenxin;shixuan;melanie.(:

math lesson;
mrchan gave back the report card;CME test;math test.
report card is like rubbish where i found from rubbish dump-.-
CME test is craps,cuz it contains craps.
math test result shocked me! i get higher than 10 marks ;D
i thought i will fail like dk wat.
mrchan go nominate 4 people to a course(managing emotions)
me;yeewai;shanyou;kevin.
me and shanyou were like complaining.
then yeewai very scare(i not sure why)
then kevin was like smiling smiling.
went up to councillor room,
a lady(idk who) say alot of craps.-.-
say wat no good reason cannot dont come.
you think i so free,dont need study ah?!
(because this course september holiday must go back)
shanyou started to be bushuang;
i live very far leh.
i must take mrt very long ah.
then i come here for just 2 and 1/2 hour only.
and blahblahblah.damn funny ;D
went back to class after that-.-

going to hall to celebrate.
i am so excited about band and dance!
band was real great,
dance is so ultra ultra superrrrr GREAT!
had some random games.so fun.
didnt go back pri school-.-

i am pissed,
very pissed.
today was such a wonderful day,actually.
a small thing made me so pissed.
say me petty,i dont care.
its not even my problem.

2009-08-30T14:33:00.002+08:00

yay-ness! :D
everthing is so well-planned.

tomorrow is teacher's day celebration(:
wenxin and clarice planned to stay while at fitness corner then go central eat.
wenxin invited me ;D
i think people are: wenxin;clarice;me;adeline;yuanting.
planned to take photos all together,sweeet memories♥
and do everything together♥
hahas,i am joining wenxin for tomorrow's walk.
plus clarice;adeline;yuanting.

i told wenxin that i want to start a new&happy friendship.
she is going to help me fulfill it,thanks ;D
me and wenxin became besties besties.
and i planned to have a clique♥
WENXIN;SIHWEE;CLARICE;ADELINE;YUANTING;ME

2009-08-29T12:42:00.003+08:00

rainbow after a big big rain♥

dedicated to wenxin pretty babe:
i don't mind being besties forever,
i don't mind we partner for life,
i don't mind we always stay together,
but i mind,if you leave me alone.
times flies when you are happy (:
but time is really slow when you are sad...
the time we are together are really great
i had such a sweet time with you,
you even share my pain with me,
never leave me alone with my problems.
you are really my angel. ;D
i want to be besties with you forever,
i want to partner you for life,
i want to always stay with you,
i will never thought of leaving you behind.
wenxin babe,thanks for all,i heart you♥

dedicated to clarice dearest:
first day of school,my impression of you
is unfriendly.(because you didn't want to introduce yourself)
second day of school,my impression of you
is nice.(went together with you)
third day of school,my impression of you
a real real great friend that i want.
sorry if i upset you too much yesterday.
it wasn't your fault,not at all.
i am to blame,
for adding joanna inside the conversation and dance thing comes.
leaving you and wenxin behind,
talking to joanna and xuejing happily...
maybe it's not the right time to talk to them when your two are there;
i still wanna be your bestie,
and is forever,
not just now for the time being.
you are the one stay with me,
and didn't choose to leave me.
i really appreciate it,
and i don't want lost you as my bestie,
really.
thanks for your comfort and support,i love you♥

2009-08-28T19:45:00.005+08:00

today was a nice day,
but in my heart,it is a heavy rain with thunder,boom...

today had muse,that was oh so boring-.-
darren keep say i slack can,like he never.
wth.anyway,credits goes to jennwei and sihwee.
both so hardworking,although sihwee don't really like muse.

did CIP(eco) today with yeewai.
hengsheng went to eat first then we eat when he came to do.
i tink tat junwen never do lor...
thanks to those who helped me buy food(:
no time go fitness corner. XP

chinese was interesting.
clarice sat beside me ;D
we did compo today.
i wrote about dance,sweeeet yea
i keep ask teacher translate to english for me.
then teacher very patient with me,
not some other guys who keep ask simple words that they dk how to write.

maths was so horrible.
106 girls...break up like dk wat.
i wanna join xuejing's group,then they all run away,
so left me;clarice;adeline;yuanting behind,
cuz wenxin's group so enthu,also run away liao.
mrchan lor,want 4 of us join the guys-.-
me and yuanting slack all the way.yay

edit more when i am back form dinner..(:
edited*
back from the dinner,chicken rice and ice-kachang. ;D
just chatted with xuejing.
conversation is right below:

X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*is thr anything you wan to tell me, just now.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*yesyes
*wait a moment pls
*ps
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*yar, yes?
*nvm.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*the story went like this kays
*i had a bad dreamt concern u ma adeline
*me
*then i talked to u,u roll eyes,give black face and walk away
*then ytd night
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*uh-huh,
huipiiinggg(: says:
*i dreamt tat we make peace with the help of joanna
*when we three going home tgt to mrt
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*LOL.
*weird.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*afterall,u are still on my mind when i am sleeping
*yes it sounds weird
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*haha.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*but its true
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*oh, okay.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*quite lame,but the main point i want to say is.if u are still on my mind all these time,means our friendship is still there.
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*i know.
*;D
huipiiinggg(: says:
*so i really really hope we can hang out tgt again and be real real bestie sisters.i believe we can do it,given the strong bond ;D
*today talk to you one sentence is really enough
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*oh, okay.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*everyday i will try talk to you at least one sentence,u dont need reply me.
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*i thought you talking to other ppl. T.T
huipiiinggg(: says:
*no,i said xuejing.
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*got meh?
*i nv hear.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*then two girls(dk who) block us
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*only today the water bottle thing.
huipiiinggg(: says:
*ya lor,one sentence
*(:
X.U.E.J.I.N.G evergreeeeennnnn!!!!! says:
*LOL.

okays. ;D nice oneeeee<3
continue my story of today first.

lunch was spent at fitness corner(:
played swing,weeeeeeeeeeeeee~
wenxin;joanna;annabel;shixuan went back class to do teacher's day card.
i spent $1.20 for the vanguard sheet first,
i will take back from class fund,
muahahahahahhahahhahahahaha!
i am supposed to draw two actually,
but coz clarice didnt given a chance to,
so i dont want do too.
so xuejing and yuanting replaced me.
paiseh lahs,anyway my art sux.

elit was okays?
copy-ing notes....
my kor going camp,
so he wanted put his books in my locker,
then i bring home,
but i tink my locker is full-.-,
then juz nice he met jonathan outside.
so pass to him to pass to me.
then 106 guys were like telling ms rani jonathan talking to a guy...LOL.
my kor lahs,cannot meh-.-
and tat stupid jonathan go ask me why my skin darker than my kor.
i wanna say: wat's wrong with it? u want be so white for wat? snow white ah? go be lahs,i dont mind.and for your information,i like it,and wont because of your stupid comments and change to white.i will faint~!
and yeeshong,are you jealous of me juz because you are too white and cant change the facts?then go tan yourself.dont talk too much.one day people bash you up.-.-

art was BORING :X
too bored.
got compeition.
walao,sux.

collected yuqi's homework,
go find yuting.
cant find her...
called her,no answer.
called jingwen,answered(:
me: hello,i am huiping ah.
jingwen: uh huh,yes?
me: your got dance right?is yuting with you?
jingwen: she is with me.
me: where are your?are your in canteen?
jingwen: we in dance studio.
me: huh!!!-.- can call yuting come down collect yuqi's homework.
jingwen: but we need do something.
me: okays,i now go up.
jingwen: okays,bye.
me: byebyes.
climb,climb,climb,tired-.-
nvms lahs,DANCERS are STRONG ;D

went popular with clarice.
spent one hour there crazee-ing.
we went to choose some nice nice papers...
then cuz we plan to buy 100 grams of paper,
as 50grams is $1.50,then 100 grams is $3.
so $1.50 each yea.
we keep change the colour of the papers-.-
end up,we decided to buy a nice coloured paper for mrchan,
teacher's day present.
so went to buy BBT before going clarice's house do the card.
i soent 2 hours at clarice's house,till 7pm.
(phew,my mum didnt scold me,yay(: )
clarice took out her skirt,left shirt and FBT,sexy yea ;D
hahas,i also.juz that my FBT is black,hers is blue.
afterall,quite fun though :D

today managed to talk to xuejing,
just one sentence,
but it was a nice try afterall,
gavin said i really rock by doing this,
thanks(:

sorry wenxin and clarice.
i didnt mean to hurt your two.
i know crying means i am just so weak,but i am....

2009-08-26T16:14:00.006+08:00

secretly posting,so got to be fast yea.
today's event:

READING PERIOD;
was reading newpapers at first,
wenxin babe called me go to her table there,
went there and saw sihwee and her drawing,
anyhhow draw like that,random-.-
end up the reading period slacking :X

PHYSICS;
was boring...
but i am starting to find interest in physics(:
yay-ness! huiping,gogogo!

RECESS;
spent recess with
ADELINE;CLARICE;YUANTING;EUNICE <3
sweeet girls yea.
adeline was like asking yuanting want to play,
then i crazeee,say i want to play!
i love playing(:
but i didnt know what they gonna play,tat's why i am crazee...
the place we are playing is the FITNESS CORNER.
damn fun lahs.
wenxin babe never come join the fun :(
actually wanna ask her to join me,
but she sitting with them...so i didnt bother.
anyway,i hurt myself there,the rope.-.-
was very pain...

CHINESE;
joanna sweetard not feeling well.
i forced her use the toilet,hahas.
but she went in two times.
means she really need.
(paiseh,i not bullying you hor)
i am concerned...
then wenxin babe sms me how is joanna.
i sms back she is dying.
then joey so worry,
she quickly came to toilet to find joanna.
quite funny.
but this proves joey cares for joanna!
(but a little exaggerating though)
half of chinese leeson gone,
cuz stay in toilet with joanna sweetard(:
i not skipping,i worry her can...
chinese was noisy,as usual,
make me no mood study :X

MATHS;
mock test on graphs.
my mind is *blank* *blank*
i know i will fail lahs,
think mrchan will scold me again.-.-

GEOGRAPHY;
copying notes....
i got pay attention in class yea,this time.(:

ENGLISH;
go through common test answer.
felt like crying...
juz becus of the marks i got for english,
i'm the lowest luhs...

HOME~SWEEET~HOME;
went home myself..
bored :X
clarice have cca,
then i told joanna to go home with her,
i go home myself/find someone to go home with.
today everyone busy,
so went homee myself.
on the way to mrt,
thought alot of stuffs...

reached tiong,
went to find mummy:D
bought mac home,
yum-yum.

my mum was discussing with me which tuition center to go to.
i want to go joanna sweetard de!!!
but my mum like unhappy with my decision...
aiya,i not sure lahs.

tomorrow got p.e again.

this note is dedicated to clarice;adeline.

though me and xuejing is like quarrelling,

but yet the most hurt person are your two.

because of my stubborn-ness,

once xuejing join your,

i don't even wanna go with your.

i don't want affect her mood,your know.

i hope your can understand.

i don't mean to left your out...

i hope your can join her lahs.

maybe tomoro i will join wenxin for pe.

and biology experiment.

everything change.

i always play with xuejing;

talk to xuejing;

gossip with xuejing;

partner xuejing;

go home with xuejing;

but now?

idk,wth.

i am trying my best,

but things don't change.

everyday is just a fake smile,

even now i can't put a fake smile anymore,

just because of my lously act that

adeline and yeewai could tell it is just a

fake smile....

i am hopeless already.

2009-08-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

20th post ! lol.

saw CASSANDRA today at tiong bahru (:
grow prettier yea,senior (L)

today was th perfect day for me and wenxin yea :D
i promised her to stay as happy as poosible,
wenxin babe,i did it today,didnt i?
keep laughing like crazee girl.

doing eco(weeding) with wenxin babe<3 during lunch.
that joey go shoot shoot shoot,
never teach us how to do weeding.
hahas,nvms lahs,i dont feel like doing too-.-
saw two large grasshoppers,
wonder are they BF and GF,sweet yea.
me and wenxin babe damn scare,keep scream,
and laughing?o.o''
but we have fun together ;D

me and wenxin babe plan to do biology experiment together.(:
yay-ness!
wenxin babe and huiping friendship bloom!

hahas,enough of wenxin babe le lahs,
although i am so crazee about her-.-''
hmm,lets talk about me and clarice(:
clarice today bully me lahs ;(
she always bully me,like slap me(on my leg);
tickle me(i am scare okays)...
but afterall clarice is still my BESTIE <3

craps alot lahs,this post...
but hahas(:
this post is especially for wenxin babe and clarice.
since is about them (L)
love you two girls.

2009-08-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

to xuejing:
i thought that your previous post is you meant for me,
but th truth is for gavin.
i didnt know that becus wenxin said you are angry with
the purple words on my blog.
so i thought that you are so damn piss with me.
maybe i was always so wrong about you.

i shouldnt had told gavin anything...
now everthing is becoming bad to worse.
i appreciate gavin's help,
but not in this way.
and i am sorry gavin that i stand between
you and xuejing.

in my mind now,
is juz a word,
sorry.

the world was once so beautiful,
but now the world is so ugly.

2009-08-22T15:52:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,GAVIN :D
13 years old liaox,cool yea.

stay happy always (:

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saw this on xuejing's blog:

yup, its all my fault,

all MY FAULT!

i can't stand this anymore,

i don't know how long i can stand it anymore.

i've been holding my frustrations for abt a week alr.

without complaining to anyone.

i don't even know what is going on, and i just don't know!

wth. wth. wth.

my studies is like damn lousy alr.

i'm undergoing alot of stress, you know?!

oh, duh, you don't know!

i don't give a damn anymore.

i continue , it'll be worse.

if you have any other suggestions to solve,TEL ME LUH!

if you hate / dislike me,

JUST TELL ME STRIAGHT IN THE FACE.

to xuejing:

are u talking to me,

can feel huh.

if you are,can juz type out my name.

i m also under lots and lots of stress.

i look like i don't care,

i don't give a damn,

but yet,

i am always hoping you forgive me,

hoping we make peace,

thinking of you everyday,

everytime,every moment.

thinking of you,makes me cry.

idk why.

if u came to my blog,

u can read th whole chunks of words right on th top.

i didnt plan to change,

didnt plan to do anything with it,

but,

let it stays there forever.

craps yea.

forget it,no way we can solve.

juz let u suffer,

and let me suffer th pain....

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HEY 1o6s!

well the little talk we had with mrchan.......

the thing about religion and stufff....

im really....

well...AND SIAN WANG I Not STEALING YOUR JOB!..... well... sian la

this little incident today hit me like when you are walking on the path...

then someone kick the ball at you face!!! WoSH! in the face...

blur like siao... the said that religion . when there is a reaction.. there

is a oppsite reaction... kinda like friction..... But we not talking abt science...

well.. i know the girls dislike me...(i know some of you that even hate me)... but you know

wat?! i tried giving a party for the class but in the end wat do i get? a stab in the back?

or a football on the face..... i dunno WAt you people Did.. and i dont care anymore

well there is a opposite reaction............

i may consider calling off the party..

or only make it for "boys only" party maybe with a few trusted girls...

but most probaly ill call it off..becoz i only get more footballs in my face..

and i dont rlyy like that becoz you are only sec 1 for once in your life time...

and i wan to treasure the moment... but the thing about getting called out was humilliating

even for those people who were called out......... and... i though.....

Wat the HECK! y i try to organize a party with people who dont like me...

it defeats the purpose of class bonding.....

i dun rly care about that anymore....

but most of you say... dont anymore then organize mah..

so Wat? u wan you go organize one. its tiring to organize one

and waste time......

by: the guy you dont rlyy like...

ys ...........

to yeeshong,although you might not read it...

first thing,ur post make me wanna cry.

second thing,i seriously like you alot as a friend,

a lame thing,BEST FWENs to you might be a small joke or lame joke,

but to me,is not.

i always treat u as my male BEST FWENs.

third thing,thanks for making me laugh,

especially when i in low mood.

without you guys,i seriously dont noe 106 is wat craps.

laughter and joy is ur guys make it happen in 106.

fourth thing,i hope you dont cancel the bonding day,

i really wish there's one and bring 106 together.

yeeshong,thanks for all.

i appreciate it,alot....

2009-08-21T16:54:00.006+08:00

Shixuan:
i am sorry.
you may hate me,
i understand.
i hope u are seriously not angry with me...
and thanks for being a great friend (:

yay-ness! :D
today complete th present for gavin's present.
thanks 106 for helping me with my plan yea.
and gavin i hope u like it very much <3
he say he is touched,crying.
hahas,don't cry until th whole book is ur tears,
hmm,i mean,
don't wet th page i wrote yea.

today i cried.
these few days crying.
thanks for all those comfort me yea,
and accompany me through th pain.
close one lahs: wenxin YANG;clarice LIM;adeline BEE.
hmm,still got yeewai SIEW and gavin TAN.
and a few mor girls.
hmm today's story goes like this:
sx talked to mrchan today in th morning,
complain,duh.
she want me not to tell anyone,
but i told joanna...
(i am sorry sx)...
i slip out of my mouth,
becus i am piss...
my mum will transfer me to other class if my result continue to
deprove.
i don't want..
till now,i still trust 106 can pull me up.
i got 90% sure i will deprove,
so i really hope to spend th most wonderful time with 106.
but yet th girls keep complain about th guys,
and th guys don't complain about girls.
106,can u just be in peace,
th pain i had now,is already makin me mad,
crying everyday,thinking of her everyday.
i mean XUEJING,LEEXUEJING.
i mean it.
i really hop 106 can giv me happiness.
becuz of all th quarrels,
i cant concentrate,
and my common test result shows.
example: today got back elit test, 11.5/25.
even yeeshong can get 12.5.

now i juz hope,
PEACE.
nothing else.
and today learn smth lesser for math,
sorry joanna too,
u should juz go back to class,
and ignore me,leave me in th toilet,
crying for nothing.
joanna don't care,
she scare i do smth stupid :X
i won't lahs.
and thanks.

oh,and tat gavin TAN bully me,boo-hoo.
gavin sms me...
gavin: Who tell mr chan abt yee shong?
me: I never even say.and i cry(u noe?) becus of th..u noe they complain,i didnt lahs.i tell u full story through msn okays.
gavin: ok...
me: time?(:
gavin: not now,at nite
me: r u with 106guys?(: set th time for msn.
gavin: ya
me: whr ur go?o.o are u touched by my present?i mean,cuz my plan.lol.u owe me 1 bday present.hahas.shall not disturb your lahs.hv fun.but dont 4get msn with me hor.
gavin: k...touched ya...crying...btw,i got smth to tell you...
me: wah,u cry,i dont believe.wat ting?
gavin: i like you...rly...i'm serious
me: huh.i dont believe.are u gavin?i bet not.
gavin: im gavin...don believe can ask me question i answer
me: hmm,wat is time u off msn ytd,and who is in th conversation.
gavin: ytd 10 i leave and got wenxin,xuejing,clarice me and you
me: eh..dont joke lahs..u said u dont like any ggirls be4,how can it be now u like me -.-
gavin: can lie rite...i rly like you...do you like me or not?
me: but dk u joking anot lor-.- who noe some1 sms me,since u r with 106 guys,unless got 1 guy frm 106 say u like me,then i believe.like u mor than other guys :D
gavin: so isit you like me? yes or no
me: yes lahs(: aiyo,u v.funny
gavin: but i don lyke u leh
me: lol.i noe u are jokin lor.wth.and i dont take it to heart,cuz u r my fren.but i dun like tis joke,gavin TAN.
gavin: kk...sorry...but wad you said juz now isit true?
me: bleh.bleh.its true,sort of.
gavin: yay...somebody likes me!
me: hahas(: cuz we are th TANs :D and u r adorable.i like cute guy,or adorable.
gavin: when and why did you like me
me: when i quarrel with xj,cuz i juz like.hahas.

I LAZY TYPE LIAOX LAHS.
and those who read this,pls dont spread rumours i like gavin lor.

2009-08-20T20:31:00.006+08:00

craps.
chinese : 37/50
maths : 20/40
geog : 10/30
bio : 11/25
craps...
walao...
watever.
-.-
chinese win gavin ;D
his math got 31,are you tat smart?o.o
gavin win me 1 mark for geog,unfair :X
bio he got my idex number,14.not bad.
gavin,donate some marks lahs...

btw,i cant believe yeeshong say gavin is cute,
if i didnt witness...
yeeshong squeeze gavin's cheeks and say: so cute.
yea,gavin's cute. :D

i am just so sorry...
why cant i take th first step,
i know i just cant...
why cant i listen to gavin's advice and take th first step...
life is no longer fun...
thanks for those who accompany me through th.....
and those who still dunno wat's going on,
please don't noe.
i dont want pity.
i noe myself th best.
i will talk to her when time is right.

saw this on wenxin blog:
Hello Sleepy World,
gosh.
I'm just so dead for my CTs.
I don't know why.
I just can't get myideal socres ):
I don't know why ):
I think Clarice said i'm depressed.
And i think i am.
Many things happened in school today.
Did she just have to be so insulting?
I don't know.
She expects me to talk to her first i guess.
It's forever me who starts the conversation.
Why must she alway wait for me to talk to her?
Now like i would ignore her or whatever if she talks to me.

wenxin:
cheer up.
and i forever support u kays.
i hope,u will be th nice one,
giving in to ur once best fren,
dont be like th state i am with xuejing.
th pain is just killing me.
and for CT,
juz jiayous.(:

2009-08-18T16:40:00.002+08:00

hello readers;D
today sux,shall not talk about it yea.
long story.
tomoro plan to go watch 'UP'.
yays.
but adeline and clarice got cca till 4.30pm.
so we then chiong to jurong point,
watch 6.20pm show.
till 8.10pm.
quite late.
dunno can go mahs.
actually can,but very late lehs.

i ask xuejing want watch with us anot.
she say she cannot go for any,mum no allow.
LOL

2009-08-18T15:14:00.004+08:00

2009-08-17T15:38:00.004+08:00

oh,suprising saw jiaming and zhenyang take bus 33 to school today.
they sat behind me,talk quite loud. :X
cant believe that the voice is zhenyang-.-
LOL{!}

hmm,today elit okays?? o.o
i cant concentrate yea...
becus i am thinking of her.
not a him.
you should know is who(related to 14august&15august post)

after,is elit lesson.
learn 'the jade pendant'
funny.

recess ;D
didnt go with xuejing.
idk.
went with yuqi;wenxin they all.
sorriie clarice and adeline if your feel left out ;(
i didnt mean it.
[i juz dunno how to go with xuejing,somehow]

history <3
ms chua wore pink today.
she said she will wear BRIGHT ORANGE next week.
i asked her why dont wear hot pinkkkk.hahas.
history is so noisy with those BOLIAO guys.
keep talking and talking,
comment and comment.
ms chua was angry?
seriously,i am angry...

english -.-
hate it.
had to stand and do reader digest cus i never do.
i study for common test cannot meh.
she say wat craps,
is still homework,
common test doesnt mean you dont need to do.
ya la ya la.
wapiang,
she go scratch her head,
then her hair was like so FUNNY{!}
i was holding my laughter
(dare not laugh,she is infront of me)
then suddenly 106 laugh,
so i also.
she was like,
wat are you laughing at?
HAHAS

lunch was boring.
somehow.

bio ....
mdm tan giv back test paper,
i got th lowest,
she ask me got study not.
actually i never,
i say a bit.
can see i dont giv a damn about it yea.

enrichment (:
nice game
111 is so much funner?
hahas.
and 105 is fun to play with all th times.except once.
(wenxin,you noe right)
played frisbee.
th wind blow here blow there-.-
2 wins 1 draw. ;D
not bad,at least didnt lose.
jiayous 106

clarice told me tat xuejing say she dunno how to talk to me.
and for th movie thing,she mouth to clarice : idw.
okays,i dunno wat's wrong.
i admit that i told clarice idw same grp as xuejing,
becus i noe u might be unhappy or watsoever.
playing should be fun right.
oh,craps.
making peace is juz appearance.
our heart is still so fragile.
maybe we should start as friends again,
not good friends,
not best friends,
not even bestie sisters.
xuejing,after your read this,
please post your opinion on your blog,
or tag here.
i just wan to noe wat u tinking.
and i dunno even noe are u angry or dun like me anot.

sometimes i juz hope...
th time stop for me and xuejing...
to really make peace.

2009-08-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

hello xuejing ;D

i am waiting.

waiting for you.

waiting for you to say.

waiting for you to say 'i m willing.....'

waiting for you to say 'i m willing to be.....'

waiting for you to say 'i m willing to be bestie sisters again'

2009-08-14T16:25:00.014+08:00

sweet memories yea?
this post only meant for xuejing.
one and only xuejing.
remember the times we
quarrel;fights;laugh;smiles;cries;gossips;shout;scream;shop;play.
th best friendship in 106 girls.
me and xuejing.
i miss th old times.
i ignored u one whole day today.
maybe u are piss,maybe you are not.
but i still want to say:
xuejing,i miss you.
i am very sorriiie.
whether you still want this friendship,
in my heart,
is treasured.
sometimes,we juz don't understand each other.
but i know that we care for each other.
this year became friends,
next moment become enemy.
you want peace,me too.
i have never thought of such thing happen to us.
you can put all th blames on me.
i don't mind.
i will be waiting.
waiting for you.
waiting for you to say you are willing....
to be friends again.
i mean bestie sisters.
i don't wat juz a friend,
i wan sister.
i can tell you are super not happy today.
but i not sure why.
why should we quarrel/argue in th first place.
for that matter,i am very guilty.
and i made a promise i won't do that again.
not juz for myself,
but also for you.
you have a choice now,
and i wont force you

sometimes i just want to be alone.
i don't want to give trouble.
do you know.

Huiping: go my blog
Huiping: read the newest post
Joanna: okay
Huiping: izzit sincere enough
Huiping: giv comment
Huiping: thanks
Joanna: (:
Joanna: nice one(: the photos part was real touching.
Huiping: really
Huiping: looks weird
Huiping: o.o
Huiping: and lame
Joanna: no lahs,it's nice(: xuejing may say it's lame,but what she feels is another thing.
Huiping: wat you mean she feels is another thing
Joanna: y'know xuejing... she'll say ''whalao so lame lahs.'' but she may be feeling touched(:
Huiping: Oh i see
Huiping: i felt like crying when i typed that post
Huiping: dun tell any1
Huiping: (:
Joanna: awwww, shows how much you feel.
Huiping: i realised i cant bear to left her
Huiping; ;(
Huiping: why do i even choose to ignore her
Huiping: aint i mad
Joanna: sometimes people do stuffs they think they'll never do,and regret it
Joanna: but sometimes, these stuffs will strengthen friendship.

byxuejing.

huiping:its not tat i didn't treasure the friendship.i pretended i didn't care, i didn't want to affect anyone.maybe i was wrong.i was stupid, i am.maybe you were waiting for sth.i am a retard, and i know.yes i am one, tats why idk.i didn't say tat i didn't want to be besties sisters ever again.i should've taken the first step.i sensed your sincerity.and i don't tink its lame.maybe i'm stupid.to react so long, aft i read those.i didn't like you following wat they did.just simply because of this.you can still be mad at me.i can giv you time,even if how long it takes.

i didnt noe.i dun noe.i am crying.yes i am.because of this words.i am crying.idk.i am juz touched by her yea.i cried.i am crying....

I JUST HOPE I CAN HUG XUEJING AT THIS MOMENT.

i am seriously very very sorry for lying to some pple tat nth happen. but smth did happen. i once said i hate liar,but yet i am th big liar here. i really felt very guilty,plus i hate myself. without xuejing, i bear and bear and bear, i try i try i try....bear my tears from dropping down,trying to do my best.but i juz cant.

to th guys who are upset, i wan to say im very sorry....

i am juz so piss with myself.idk wat's wrong with me.i juz want to ask: ARE YOU WILLING TO GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE?....

2009-08-13T19:18:00.004+08:00

Geog common test was so sucky yea.
i lost 10marks becuz of a irresposible teacher.
she said no mapwork to whole 106rians,
yet on the actual day(11/8/09)
she says: of course have mapwork lahs,aiyo.
lost 10marks leh.
stupid.
then i remember i got studied that part,
but when i want to write the answer,
i forget-.-
i tried my veryvery best,
but still cant remember,
end up had a bad headache throughout the whole test:(
(wat a pity those who noe didnt even bother to tell me D:)
sounds random.

history ah.
okok lahs.
SBQ i never do finish:(
aww man.
and i guess that the part will come out for common test,
really come out{!}
i was trying to memorise the CHINA,SILK ROAD.
but i cant
and really came out.
lost marks again.
i want to cry :(

today is eng
compre and summary.
compre very fast do finish.
summary,okays o.o
118 words(:
never exceed 120 words.
but then i change very few words to my own words.
stupid lahs.

i gonna flunk common tests-.-
tomoro chinese.
and got art test.
boring.

2009-08-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. :D

2009-08-08T14:48:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY;
me and wenxin brought crumpler,same colour ;D
had national day celebration.
my veryvery first time in NANHUA celcebrating this event ;D
i must admit,boring :X
those chosen for the exhibits went up to hall and tend booth.
and promote the project they made.
my group was chosen,
so we went up.
106rians appear ;D
our booth is flooded with msg and comments <3
thanks girls and guys,u rock{!}
everything is in a mess,really-.-
adeline and yeewai were busy-ing cutting tape for sticking all the msg on board;
i was busy-ing telling people to write and pasting.
clarice was busy-ing touch up,i guess.
xuejing was busy-ing doing some stuff,which i don't know.
adeline finger was bleeding{!}
because yeewai accidentally use the scissor cut her finger.
poor thing o.o
hope you are okays (:
106girls spamm msg ;D
fun,hahah.
i tell them go support gordon or junwen group,
they all don't want -.-
still 106 afterall lahs ;D
i bet 106rians don't know how to play the game by my group lor,
but they still write msg.hahah.
thank you thank you ;D

after that,sec1 were told to sit down and keep quiet.
then got piano tune.
i thought for what.
after the person played finished,
everyone clapped.-.-
LOL

went down to assemble with sec2;sec3;sec4.
i helped yeewai tie her hair.
what a mees-.-
what i fed up is,
i always help her tie and she always let down.
you don't want then stop telling me to tie-.-
bleh :P
after that,i tied my hair.
and spray myself with water from nike waterbottle.
cooling ;D
had singing session.
i didn't bother to sing.
i become emo and moody.
and that yeewai keep irritate me why i so moody.
i didn't tell anyone...
it concerns someone.
duh.
i don't want people think of that someone so bad so i didn't tell.
i keep in my heart.
and i won't post here.
long story-.-

went to cleared up the exhibit.
stupid.
and still need pass the project to mdm chua.
such a waste of time.

went to eat lunch with joanna;clarice;adeline;yeewai.
we went to mos burgurs ;D
gossips alotalot.
adeline and clarice support me;
yeewai support joanna.
BLEH :P

2009-08-06T21:28:00.002+08:00

craps lahs.
today my history group no lessons{!}
except for adeline and yeewai.
they went to study.
left me,clarice,xuejing and ths slacker,jonathan{!}
today went through important stuff leh{!}
forget it.
fail lor,then tio expel out.-.-

anyways,quite fun the history thing ;D
then become closer to gavin and gordon they all.(bonding)
i lie down on the floor hor,
gordon say very obscene(idk how spell) leh
then i was like,are you talking about me?
he say that wat NCC wat wat wat.....
second time,
me and xuejing lie down,
he say: that was our NCC shooting position-.-
okays,i dun give a damn about it{!}
LOL

i lazy type-.-
tomoro got national day celebration ;D

2009-08-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

;D wenxin darlinq talk to me{!}
yayness!
almost half day in school like speechless.
she thought i angry with her;
and i thought she angry with me.
juz becuz of some stupid bitches,
nearly spoiled our friendship.

i cried yesterday.
horrible.
when i thought of losing wenxin,
my tears roll down.
she was so damn important to me okays?!
my heart was so empty yesterday.
thanks for joanna sweetard who waste sms on me(although she unlimited)
comforting me;telling me to cheerupcheerupcheerup.;D
thanks sweetard <3

today got homeecon test too.
backstitch: 7
hemming: 5
loop stitch: 4
total: 16
stupid{!}
the loop so argh!
my whole thread like entangled like that-.-

today got physics test.
yeeshong saw the ans sheet and tell me *%/#@.
i dunno wat the heck he talking-.-
then he show his hand with letter C and ms goh coming so he never talk liao.
then ms goh siam liaox,he say CBDCD.i tink.
he say ans for mcq.
wow nice best friend hor yeeshong ;D
yeeshong ask me q4 wat i put.
i take up my whole paper for him to see.
then he okok.
then after test he go complain-.-
he say is C not A.
wah my fault meh?
he want copy himself wat-.-
then we scold each other.
me: walao,my fault lahs.
ys: sorry lahs!
me: you wan copy urself de lor!
ys: sorry lahs(very loud)!
-.- -.- -.-

yay!
won a bet with joanna teo!
i bet that someone and someone will sure sure make peace.
then the someone and someone juz then make peace.
hohoho :X
i say sure sure will means sure sure will.
i tink joanna pokai liaox.
she even lend $10 from me for taxi fare-.-

today acc we paint frog and dragonfly.
then someone(idk who) go say butterfly.
Laugh Out Loud{!}
sat with joanna ;D
then joanna anyhow draw but very nice(nicer than mine)-.-
then we gossips.
about her bene.
haha(:
and we started a 'rumour' and 'imagination'
pink is me.
black is joanna.
those who get offended very sorriiiee!
but is juz rumour,
and might not be true...
that joanna go write 'jonathan and huiping'
so not true okays?!
i write 'joanna and guanlin'
not true okays?!

tomoro got eng test.
shall go buck up and study hard{!}
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[H]U[I]P[I]N[G] th crazeeee girl of 106 XP

2009-08-01T19:15:00.003+08:00

cool,really like my blog skin ;D
simple and can put pictures plus can write ur own title.
{the moment i enjoyed}
today slacked damn lots.
did chinese worksheets and art only-.-
today i was editing some photos on computer.
[picnik.com/]
joanna intro to me (:
upupupup is some pictures i edited {!}

i recieved smses from gordon today. 0.o
gordon: hey...
me: yes? why you always hey me.hahah.
gordon: want to jiao shuang you.
me: then i reply shuang you XP

and sms from wenxin.
paiseh,juz now phone no battery so dint reply,
and i cant sms today much.
sorriiieeeee{!}

2009-07-31T20:48:00.002+08:00

soo long no post :X
those who visited my blog,paiseh{!}
today lessons in school;

ENGLISH;
MUSE again{!}
i slacked alot,i admit XP
sorriie to sihwee and jennwei.
they v.hardworking;D
darren:can i slack?
mee:no!
darren:then you also slacking?!
mee:no lor,i reading.{archie comics}
tied yeeshong's hair with scorpion!
me and xuejing is CRAZEE!
but is funniie though (:

RECESS;
had tom yam mee ;D
plus dinosaur milo.
damn full this recess.

CHINESE;
did compo.
class v.noisy can.
plsplspls 106{higher chinese students},
pls keep quiet.and listen to liang lao shi.
i admit i got talk lah,but i asking relevant question{!}
and liang lao shi actually alr OFFICIALLY RETIRED.
no idea why she still teaching us though.
be nice to her,and enjoy chinese ;D

MATH;
i pon the whole 1hr.
that ms leong dun even noe pple went in went out of classroom.
guys even play ball inside.
yuzhen;bernice;joanna;annabel;shixuan;xuejing and me were outside class.
then i heard that gordon go tell teacher.
then teacher want to come out of back door,
then we rush to front door
LOL!
math was so funniie.
clarice i noe you dun like the big change with me,
butbutbut,
i cant study with that ms leong{!}
and she dunno talking to whiteboard or us-.-
sorriie lahs.

LUNCH;
ate waffle with blueberry.
watched ''shuaii ge{s}'' playing soccer.
our class guys-.-
some private thing happens that made me piss{!}

ELIT;
i got 6.5/20 for th practice test.
poor huiping right?
no lahs.i dun giv a damn abt it.
go through th paper.
then i was like sleeping?-.-

ART;
sien sien sien!
do painting today.

DANCE;
went for dance.
actually want go visit mrchan,
then ms kee no allow we skip dance coz of visiting mrchan.
she vivted mrchan last week and mrchan is fine.
at first abit no mood to dance,
but respect.
respect ms kee's decision;D
so aft that quite enjoy dance.<3
anws,
thanks all th seniors who taught me th steps(:
{valerie;chrismin;jingwen and idk?}
did 55pumpings.damn shiok.
aft that shilei meet sec1
abt that ndpeeps ting.
i settle liao with xuejing and joanna;D
yay.

HOME SWEET HOME;
go clementi mrt with joanna and xuejing.
mrt-ed home with joanna.
not much gossips today.;(

i lazy type-.-
i was currently chatting with gordon.
he surprised me with JIAO;MOTHER FUCKER.
idk why.

2009-07-28T19:05:00.002+08:00

CEP;
craps.
me and yeeshong was reading archie comics.
then teacher walk pass yeeshong,want him to keep then
yeeshong was like:
why he want me to keep away,not you?
LOL.

GEOG;
do corrections.
that yeeshong soooo long liao then say he dun have the paper-.-
wahpiang.
bernice was complaining that mdm poon is too fast.
quite agree-.-

RECESS;
last 10mins,chiong ah!
ate rice+chicken+la jiao yu.=$2 !
but i dun cares.
people hungry mahs

HOMEECON;
got sewing test.
i got 7marks nia.
think shixuan highest-7.5
jealous-.-
i was complaining to ms yeo.
then i keep say:
my fault la.wah,all my fault.
the other half of 106rians dun have test yet:X
unfair!

PHYSICS;
late 15mins.
ms goh angry.
she was like:
those who take your own sweet time to come,
stand up now.
then shixuan;annabel;xuejing;me stand.and a few guys.
then she continue:
look at the time now.
then i was:
woah.15 mins.
then aft awhile she tell us sit down
LOL.
she postpone the class test;D

LUNCH;
i was so crazy and mad.{can ask joanna teo}
i was being dragged by joanna to the canteen.
then i keep scream then every1 like looking at me-.-
xuejing ah,still laugh at me-.-
i noe lahs,
cuz i go act innocent,i walk here walk there say:
a,who shouted ah?woah so loud!
bought drinks then went to see some shuaii ge{s};D
no lor,is 106 guys lahs actually.
i was staring into space then joanna ask me wat i looking,
then i say shuaii ge(nobody infront of me at that time)
then suddenly gavin walk till infront of me.
then i shouted:
YO SHUAII GE!
then he look backed!muahahahahah!
he admit he is shuaii??haha;D
actually he quite shuaii lahs.or cool?idk.
then i intend to play the YO SHUAII GE trick on all 106 guys cuz they playing.
then me and joanna like say aft 123 shout.
then we keep laugh.
end up i juz shout out.
nobody look back.-.- FAIL!
oh ya,
then the guys put their phones and wallets on the floor,
then i started taking one by one.
then xuejing follow,then other girls follow.(:
fun.
but i scratch myself cuz i squat down then the fence scratch me!:X
sad:(
then mr mun come to chase the guys away?
then the girls were like:
a,dun go back to class lahs.your very smelly!
funny lunch;D

MATHS;
always pon the whole lesson lor.
the ms leong dun care de-.-

ACC;
calligraphy!
we drew duck.
me and joanna sat together<3
quite fun with joanna.
but drawing the duck okok la.

HOME SWEET HOME;
went to mrt by bus first.
with xuejing;annabel;joanna;tianyi;lucheng.
joanna left 1st,she go take taxi!
then i loner again lor.
and i heard that wat
NCC say we dancer bolanjiao?
like wat the hell?
i dunno the full story.
the sec 2 guy say wat bolanjiao.
then i heard xuejing asked him ncc say dancer wat.
wat the ****?
then ncc leh?
bleh :P

craps too much.
byebyes;D

2009-07-27T16:37:00.005+08:00

today trade phone with my godmei in school. ;D
damn good,cuz her phone unlimited smses.
so can sms! muahahahaha:X
today got alot things happen in school.

MATHS;
mr chan and ms leong didnt come so slack.
at first our class no teacher de lor.
but i tink our class too noisy then 1 chinese teacher came in.
damn act lor she.
yeewai accidentally bang her fingers on her chair then she OUCH!
then that kaobei teacher go stare at yeewai.
wah,yeewai fault ah,her fault lahs.{wat's the problem?!}
then through out the whole lesson,
she either stare at yeeshong(cuz he talking to shanyou) if not is me.-.-
bell ring then every1 so happy ;D

ELIT;
i felt so sleepy lor.
yawn.zzz.
yay,ms rani is back to teach us again (:

RECESS;
ate rice with chicken and mushroom. $1.50
yummy ;D
ate with wenxin darlinq;annabel;shixuan;sihwee;xuejing sweetie;joanna sweetard.
clarice lazy come join us.BOO!

HISTORY;
sad thing happen lahs.
yuanting recieved a letter from me;clarice;adeline;yeewai.
then she *****.
seriously very sorry lahs.
went to toilet with yuanting and adeline.
after talking about 20mins++,
we all settle liaox(:
yuanting,i can see you put in effort to change for your friends.
i really appreciate it alot.
at least u willing to change for your friends unlike someone-.-
i like this point of you alot.
and i hope after today,our friendship is better.;D
cheer up kays?
and ya,continue the story...
then after 20mins++,
we went back.
saw marvin and xavier outside 105 class.-.-
and then when we three went in the class,
the guys are like: o hor,pon!
LOL,your guys dun understand lahs.

ENGLISH;
ms poon was angry with us again i suppose?
i guess our class is noisy and our tables are not straight.
today do the crime worksheet,wed's eng period then do newsmaker.
then yeeshong and shanyou dun have the paper.
shanyou say wat yeeshong lost his paper.
then cuz that time i lend yeeshong my crime worksheet,
then he no give me back so i thot i lost it,went to photocopy a new one.
TODAY HE THEN GIVE ME BACK THE WORKSHEET LOR!
so i lend him again-.-
i dunno why i so nice to my so called best friend-.- LOL

LUNCH;
drink grape juice or dunno wat grape.
xuejing bought for me.thanks.
i will thank you more if you treat me;D
joking lahs.
then we talk to yuanting and blah blah blah.
and we tore the letter together.
4get every sad thing mahs(:
went to toilet with
xuejing;joanna;clarice;adeline;yeewai;yuanting then yuqi tagged along
and saw
wenxin;annabel;shixuan;sihwee.
106girls illegal gathering in toilet!
LOL.
me and annabel helped yeewai tie two scorpions;DD
went back to class late-.-

BIOLOGY;
mdm tan angry lor.
cuz we late.
then she say wad every1 minus 2 marks cuz we late 10mins.
the guys not happy say lots of craps.
''we never late lor,is the girls!''
''we are inside the class all this while lor''
our fault lahs,our fault again lahs.
mdm tan taught the practical book.
then copy copy copy corrections.

SWIMMING;
due to H1N1 swimming is cancelled.
so we play sports{class VS class}
we(wenxin;annabel;shixuan;sihwee;xuejing;joanna;clarice;adeline;me)
played floorball 1st.
next week play basketball.
we won 105;DD
and draw with 111._.
was quite fun today(:

AFTER SCHOOL;
went home with joanna;xuejing;adeline;tianyi
we bougth pao pao cha.
tianyi's friends who walk past keep say him with 4girls.
does that matter?-.-
me;joanna;xuejing;tianyi are batchmate{brother and sister}
we are bonded;D
wats wrong?
saw ALVIN again then tianyi keep hurry us walk faster.
he want go join alvin meh?
and we say goodbye at mrt station.
reached tiong,went to macdonald and buy macchicken take away.
reached home,ate the burger then bathe.
then now using laptop;D
i came to post lor.
byebyes i going to study.

congratz to those nominated by chua pei pei for being councillors;D

adeline;yeewai;gavin;stanley;junwen

2009-07-25T15:06:00.003+08:00

yay ;D
freedom of mine in my very own blog;
rants and complaints;
cries and smiles;
anger and disappointed.
my place,my world,my own.
always ranting about what i dun have.
always complaining the unfairness and biasness.
always crying for friendship.
always smiling for my friends.
always angry with those bastards and bitches. :X
always disappointed of myself.
dun like me for being like that?
simply juz say in my face that you dun like me.
cuz,
a boliao person go sms me vulgar(obviously tat bastard/bitch dun like me).
dun like me dun need to hide behind your phone like coward.
juz come out and meet me lahs.
YOU HAVE NO GUTS THEN DUN KAOBEI PEOPLE LAHS.

-[H]U[I]P[I]N[G]

yesterday,24July2009,
was nicholas best speech ever! ;D
sec4 are leaving us
and going for O level.
i felt so touched by nicholas long long speech.
thanks nicholas.
you are really a GREAT chairman of nanhuadancesociety.
all the best!